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01 November 2011 @ 12:22 am
Somehow it makes me feel bad that I don't have any friends to have fun with on halloween (as a formal example of a get-together day/associated event), yet simultaneously I don't know how much I actually care about having friends on a personal level, due to the level of commitment required. Perhaps I'm incorrectly judging what I want based on what I [i]think[/i] people [i]should[/i] want or have, or perhaps I'm jaded by the fact that I've only had 1-2 close friends with whom I could relate my entire life (and as such, have't directly sought out people to fill this void, if there is actually a void). I don't know. Apparently studying chemistry for 5 hours straight makes you post irrevocably inane introspective thoughts on an online journal you haven't used in years (and alliteration, for that matter).
04 April 2008 @ 01:26 am
At what point in our lives do we, as intelligent individuals, stop using rational as a determining influential factor in our decisions, but instead appeal entirely to emotion? Does have kids cause you to lose your ability to interpret societal issues in a rational manner; causing you to call upon personal experience to substanciate your claims, as opposed to logic?
27 January 2007 @ 02:05 pm
i want to have more than words scribbled in a five-year-old notebook to remember periods of my life

to cherish that which is good, and to learn from that which was unwise

to relive fond memories and to be provided with a foil that emphasises their greatness

to be inspired

to see beauty in the ordinary

and perhaps


for the recognition of such beauty to make me feel content, instead of downhearted because i am constantly reminded that nothing in life, or that life as a whole, will never compare

i want to start taking more photographs
25 January 2007 @ 01:00 pm
and turn up the contrast. Looking at the Myspace pages of people I know or have known makes me laffo.

There are certain things to be complained about - but while these things are not widely socially accepted, complaining about them is not either. Luckily I've never been a person who is particuarly concerned with presenting myself as not being a douchebag, so that's just fine. It never ceases to amaze me how people can be so magnificently full of shit on such a consistant basis. When I look at people with whom I used to associate myself with more frequently and compare that person to who they are currently, it's amazing. How can your entire persona - your preferences, various stances, associations - how can your entire outlook on like change so easily to cater to a situation? And more importantly, why would you ever have to work so fucking hard to maintain a million facades simultaneously? 89A7STROOIU8HOAETSAJK

I hate people so, so much.
18 January 2007 @ 06:14 pm
I think I may start using this again.

Normally I'd have made a new journal entirely as to not tempt myself to go back and read my views and situational reflections from 2003-2005, especially because of how hilariously angsty many of them are. Not to mention to have a different livejournal name, a possibility of which I already registered. However, this account still has the same layout that I used when I was able to customize it due to having a paid account, and I'm not about to argue with snazzyness!
Listening To: Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life
31 December 2005 @ 07:05 pm
So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For self assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions

So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogues bleed into one
01 November 2005 @ 10:55 am
Josh and I had tickets to See Hawthorne Heights, Silverstein, Bayside, and Aiden on November 4th in San Francisco. Bayside's drummer died last night in a car accident so now the tour is postponed for the time being, which means it's cancelled.

I bought these tickets almost three months ago, and chose to buy them instead of buying tickets to and Underoath/Thrice/Bled show, a Hot Hot Heat/Weezer/Foo Fighters show, or a Fall Out Boy show.

Fucking shit, man.
21 September 2005 @ 09:22 pm
It's 9:22, which mean sit's two hours and thirty eight minutes until 9/22.

Happy almost birthday to me.
27 August 2005 @ 10:46 am
Next time you're at Jamba Juice, order a

Peanut Butter Moo'd:
no chocolate base, sub soymilk and peanut butter
no banana, sub strawberry
extra strawberry
(extra peanut butter if you want it... I might order it this way just because I'm not sure how much other people would put in)

And that, my friends, is my creation... The pb&j smoothie.

Yes, I too would imagine it to taste like shit just from hearing it. However, having created it and having received only positive responses from friends and family, I cannot help but to take pride in my creation. I'm not sure if other people will make it correctly, but if I'm working and you like peanut butter and jelly, you should totally come in and get one.

(and if you don't feel like paying, don't come in a huge group because that's way too conspicuous, so I'll have to charge at least a couple of you *cough*laurakevinandkevin*cough*)
Feeling: jubilantjubilant
18 August 2005 @ 09:23 pm
My new livejournal scheme looks bad on any resolution that isn't 1280x1024 or above

....But if you aren't using that resolution, you're not cool anyway! <3
Feeling: chipperchipper
Listening To: Jason Mraz - Wordplay